
I did not wish to be
but here I am
not alike
odd
Udda (Svensk version)
Det var inte min önskan
men här är jag
inte lika
udda
It’s a roll of the dice, ha de Gött!


I did not wish to be
but here I am
not alike
odd
Udda (Svensk version)
Det var inte min önskan
men här är jag
inte lika
udda
It’s a roll of the dice, ha de Gött!


Pause and repeat
just stay with the beat
before you get your story told
fading out, loosing it, getting old
not in rush, I just like it neat
has to be short and sweet
Kort och Gott (Swedish)
Stopp och start
i min knopp är det fart
långt före du berättat klart
för mig är det redan uppenbart
har inte brått, gillar bara lätt
kort och gott blir så rätt
Pause and listen, it’s the world. Ha de Gött!



When I visit a museum, I spend more time looking at the building than the exhibitions. When you enter the Nordic Museum in Stockholm, you’ll see this statue of the king Gustav Vasa sitting in an impressive hall. The text on the pedestal reads in translation “Be Swedes“. To understand why this statement we need a short history lesson.
Gustav Vasa or Gustav I was king between 1523-1560. He became king after leading a rebellion against the Danish king Kristian II who was king over the Kalmar Union. The union was made up of Sweden, Norway and Denmark. While king Kristian II in Denmark is referred to as the hero king he is in Sweden called Kristian the tyrant. To strengthen the grip over the Swedes Kristian lured the leading members of the Swedish administration to a meeting in the central square of Stockholm and slayed over 100 opponents.
Gustav Vasa managed to flee and made his way to Mora to seek the support from the rich mine and forest nobility in the area. This is the historical background to one of the most famous long ski races, Vasa race (Vasaloppet). He got the support he needed and could be named king of Sweden 1523 and with that ended the Kalmar union that had lasted for almost 150 years.
Know the past to understand the present, ha de Gött!


Skuggor
Skuggor följer oss
lydigt i skydd från ljuset
skuggor täcker oss
suddar ut ljuset
skuggor är vi
i tidens ljusår
skuggor förblir vi
i historiens år
Shadows
Shadows follow us
obedient safe from light
shadows cover us
fades out light
we are shadows
in times lightyears
we remain shadows
in history long years
Without light there can be no shadow, ha de Gött!


I need the connection
to my inner child
playful and curious boy
where every walk an
endless adventure
not a three year old bully
throwing a tantrum
in jealous want to
cheating and stealing
I fear the grown up child
with to many expensive toys
mind of a three year old
our world as playground
fear silence
turn away eyes
from scared followers
in sandbox of simple messages
I want to be the boy
who willingly sharing
make a new friend just
to see someone else smile
Let the innocent child out
laugh, dance, sing in the snow
life's miracle in every grain of sand
filling the beach of truth
with a heart larger than life
Svensk version (Swedish version)
Mitt inre barn
jag vill vara i kontakt
med barnet i mitt sinne
en lekfullt nyfiken pojke
där varje promenad
ett evigt äventyr
inte treåringens tyranni
som skrika och tjuta
i rå avundsjuk vilja
som stjäla och rova
jag räds det vuxna barnet
med för många dyra leksaker
tänker som en treåring
med världen som lekplats
räds tystnaden
bortvända blickar
från rädda följeslagare
i enkla budskapens sandlåda
jag vill vara pojken
som delar med mig
hittar en ny vän bara
för att få se ett annat leende
släpp ut det oskyldiga barnet
skratta, dansa och sjung i snön
se livets mirakel i varje sandkorn
på strandens korn för sanning
med ett hjärta större än livet
Swedish version with help from my son Wendel.
Be like a child but don’t be childish, ha de Gött!


Adam the adventures ant Left with a bold chant Walked out the anthill Fearlessly into the evening chill Strongest of animals I am Six times my size, god damn He ran out of luck Six legs was stuck Had to succum' To a chewing gum
You never know what to ant-icipate, ha de Gött!
From the archive.


Blind
Sometimes wish, I was blind
Untouchable by darkness
Walking the only, one road
Guided by an inner light
Steer me right
In life’s pathless journey
Herded by a shepherd
Holding, rod of confidence
The storming roar of uncertainty
By lighthouse foghorn silenced
A ship softly rolling
Safe at harbour
With a child’s clear eyes
See doubt turn silent
Land me in blind
Faith
Blind (Svensk version)
Önskar ibland, jag vore blind
Onåbar, av mörker
Vandrande den enda vägen
Vägledd, av inre ljus
Styr mig rätt
På livets stiglösa färd
Av en herde ledd
Trygg med sin stav
Ovisshetens stormande vrål
av fyrens mistlur vyssjad
Ett fartyg som rullar mjukt
I trygg hamn
Med barnets klara ögon
Se tvivlet tiga still
Landa mig i blind
Tro
Keep the faith, ha de Gött!


Cold and snow covers all in white. Changing the scene for the sun to cast long shadows. Everything bleeds into one colour.
Dress warm, ha de Gött!


As a landscape photographer you sometimes feel like a detective in a crime novel. There are some apps available to guide you but if you want to find the unexpected you have to go out there and detect.
Finding the motive will take you on many dirty back roads. On the major roads you will create long lines of angry, honking drivers. Wonder what that middle finger in the air means? If you find a parking spot you struggle onwards through dense forests and muddy paths in thunder and rain.
It it’s all worth it when you find that spot. Makes your heart pump with joy, or is it trying to catch up from the walk? There it is, but what do you want to tell with this scene, what is the intent? You walk back and forth like a nervous first time dad in the delivery room. You realise you’re talking loud to yourself. Looking around for the guys with the long sleaved white jacket.
Finally you find a good angle. Then you realise you miss the final ingredient, the perfect light! Will the clouds clear, will the sun shine? You could wait for that perfect opportunity, but then you should not have sat down in an anthill!
I have to plead guilty to this passion, ha de Gött!


We stand there like a Christmas tree, strong, tall, bright and joyful. Then it all starts.
In Sweden we hand out all presents on Christmas eve and we get to see Santa handing them out in person! Well that’s everyone except all dads that for some strange reason all go out to buy the newspaper, or nowadays go to the basement to fix the WiFi. Being a dad I now own a fair share of newspapers, hoo, hoo. Poor Santa soon has to rush off to the Anglo Saxon world. Squeeze through an old chimney and put presents in old, hopefully washed, socks for Christmas Day morning.
Luckily we gave him some real dark Christmas brew and one or two schnaps before he went off. Now both he and Rudolph has a red nose lighting up the night as he flies with super sonic speed over the skies.
Wonder if he feels like the bottle in this last picture after Christmas? I know I do!

Don’t forget why, ha de Gött and Merry Christmas!